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6/16: nico
[ The moment votes were cast, Natsuo had left. He didn't want to hear the results. He didn't want to be a part of it at all. So he picked himself off and left— slow, staggering, blood seeping through the bandages around his stomach that dots a trail from the garden back inside the castle.
He probably wouldn't be able to get very far, but the path he takes is directly up the stairs to his room, and he can be intercepted at any point between the garden and there. ]
He probably wouldn't be able to get very far, but the path he takes is directly up the stairs to his room, and he can be intercepted at any point between the garden and there. ]

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...you should change those.
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[ He might not have if Nico hadn't pointed it out, content to let the bleeding stop on its own and the clot hold the bandage there to his skin once it starts to dry. Still a bad idea, but he's tired, and doesn't feel quite like going through the whole dressing change right now. ]
It's not that deep that I'll die. I promised so many people I wouldn't die.
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...do you feel like that promise has been broken?
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Not— [ "not yet"? that implies an inevitable, so Natsuo shakes his head, and corrects himself. ] No. I don't. I'm not dead and I don't plan to die. As long as I eat and sleep, I'll heal. I still have that wish token. I'm not above begging for my life. I won't die.
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But he hears the lingering end of that sentence and tilts his head.]
You haven't used yours yet? [Somehow that's more interesting than the rest, but he's also moving to apparently be a personal escort back to the castle to make sure Natsuo doesn't keel over.] While I agree about sleeping it off, normally, there are some injuries that need better medical care than that.
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[ The closest thing they have to a doctor is a 14 year old? Somebody save them all. ]
If I haven't died yet, I won't die from it. Think I should ask the coin to fix me? I couldn't think of anything to wish for, so I just held onto it.
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Who patched you up already anyway?
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[ For real. And he still might, depending. But he knows how people's wishes got twisted around, so he's a little more hesitant in tossing that coin in there, at least until he can get somebody to proofread his wish so he can make it as non-lethal as possible. ]
And I dunno who did it. 2B carried me back to my room, then I slept a lot. Could barely wake up on time this morning, so I guess someone did something while I was out.
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...what exactly happened that got you like this anyway?
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[ He never went into detail with it with anybody, leaving it to Shirasu to explain whatever the hell happened because it's not like Natsuo had followed any of that very well. ]
He could have left me there to die, but he didn't. So no matter what, I don't want people to be angry at him.
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Is there a reason why he stabbed you?
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[ IT'S HIS FAULT..... ]
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Nah, it's fine! I'll tell Sanji that Shirasu's got one of his knives, and he'll confiscate it!
[ Is it a kitchen knife? I actually don't know, but that'll be Sanji's job to investigate. ]
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You trust Sanji that much enough to do that?
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[ Because fear is the problem here, right? Well, there's no need ]
I'd trust Sanji with my life!
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He believes in nakama. Friends- a team- family. That's what we're all supposed to be.
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Family? [That's...a little bit of a strong word here.] ...the idea is nice, in theory, but how do you get other people to agree with working as a team?
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[ There's no textbook method of getting to that point, right? So Natsuo can only speak from his own experiences. ]
A team has a leader, and there's different sorts of leaders. The rest of the team supports that person or the idea behind that person, or maybe they just want to be protected by that person. But what matters is that people all want the same thing- and then they'll work together!
[ Easy, naturally, teams form out of similar goals, is what he thinks, and still believes can be done here. ]
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The idea's not a bad one though. We have to take care of ourselves, first, and then work on teamwork. [And there's another pointed look at Natsuo's wounds. Just saying, bro.]
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What do you think about a competition? Strongest person's appointed leader— that's how we always did it.
[ When you're a middle/high school delinquent, that's really all that mattered, though. Pure, physical strength. ]
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...a competition? [Oh no.] That's not really such a bad idea. It would at least outline everybody's strengths for us so we know who can help where.
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That's the sorta thing people should say upfront, what they can help with. I'm talking about who's the strongest- the one person nobody would speak back against, 'cause everybody loves and respects and fears 'em!
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[ It's coercion, thinly disguised as choice. ] How else would you do it?
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[ He was six or something idk his childhood was messed up ]
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...guess you fit right in here. [He looks at the castle, seemingly thinking of something.] Think you'll be okay from here?
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[ Surviving this long is a miracle and he'll keep at it. ]
I'll talk to you later, then?
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